I dont understand myself

I dont understand myself..
Many times i end up as the person that i am..
I plan to do something which is something important for me of course..
Once i start to think i wonder how come my mind can think from so many angles ending me in a critically dilemma and taking a very different decision..

Sometimes i wonder is it i am a single person..or there are many persons who want to show their true nature whenever they get time n i wonder is it dependent on time on science comes n interfere me reminding me that i should not forget the contribution of my grandparents i mean my ancestors...

is it the problem with me or with every individual in the universe who are trying to find their their own identity and still in a dilemma to recognise as they encounter the different situation in their life.


sometimes i end-up as the decisions as the situation orient when I recalculate them depending upon the necessity then I prove myself wrong...