I dont understand myself

I dont understand myself..
Many times i end up as the person that i am..
I plan to do something which is something important for me of course..
Once i start to think i wonder how come my mind can think from so many angles ending me in a critically dilemma and taking a very different decision..

Sometimes i wonder is it i am a single person..or there are many persons who want to show their true nature whenever they get time n i wonder is it dependent on time on science comes n interfere me reminding me that i should not forget the contribution of my grandparents i mean my ancestors...

is it the problem with me or with every individual in the universe who are trying to find their their own identity and still in a dilemma to recognise as they encounter the different situation in their life.


sometimes i end-up as the decisions as the situation orient when I recalculate them depending upon the necessity then I prove myself wrong...

Trip to london

Life in UK
I Hav never been to uk r any foreign contry this before.I Hav dreamt about this place as shown in films like everytime you can do anything you want either its having drink during officehours,hangout in pub late nights,so many things...
U know what realty seems to be somewhat i mean very much different from what it assumes to be...


the day atlast came boarded my flight from Bombay to London Heathrow non-stop 9 hrs flight pretty much seemed like non-stops buses from pune to akkalkot,only difference is these non-stop buses halt for a while for passengers relaxation
but these dont..thats other thing..
i arrived here in London climate was bit coldy,very coldy below 0 degrees.ohhh..so many white girls,nice restaurents to dine n wine n so many places to watch..thought this is going to rock...
....Here comes the reality i was supposed to move to the place called "Fleet" a small ville seemed like the nomans land when i entered that coz it was not saturday.
You can see the people there only on sunday rest of the time forget it all will be with their work.
At certain pointy after one ,month thought of going to pubs with friends before we started to pub one opf my seniour esploded that we will be in trouble if we hangout in pub after 9pm...damn forget it nobody was willing to talke to risk.
Then thought of visiting london,London is about 40-45 miles from fleet which takes approx an hour in southwest trains.Thats it we headed towards London with our ever lasting jokes n all the funny stuff.When we entered the train we saw all the people,most of the people busy with their gizmos.its fine I would appreciate the sense for time.But the annoying started when at the next station Farnborpugh when a family came n sat near our seats...Whenver we talked n loughed loud they would give a look as if we they have caught the wrong part of the train.As this repeated several times like sincere citizens of UK we decided to keep ourselves mute till we reach London.It was so horrible to keep mum for long time..
We entered london n saw Bunkingham palace,Westministers place,london bridge,london eye n all nearby places.Then left to fleet in the evening...

fun

Jimmy...

a short story of a dreamy eyed lad who stays in confusion state always.
Here it goes.....

It's supw period and was supposed to submit all the assignment and home work given yesterday.so took his stuff n followed the teacher who always used to chew paan all the time.went in n kept his workbooks n about to return to his classs then he saw that girl sorry heard her...the voice was so different ffrom others,it had a rhythm which can attract the listeners.he came back to class.But somewhere he was curious to see the face of that girl whose voice haunted him chasing every bit.